Listen to the last song on my playlist.
It hits home; on what I'm feeling, that is.

Anberlin is an awesome band.

Sometimes I wonder why I bother about others' feelings when they don't give two flying fucks about mine. I am not indulging in self-pity.

Everything I do and say, I get criticised for it.
I've gotta learn to be self-reliant. No more agreeing to everything. No more intimidations. All I ask for is a bit of strength, wisdom and liberation. I don't go out alone, I can never go to school alone, I can never shop alone, I can never dine alone. To me, being lonely and alone are the same thing. People however, say they are two separate matters.

Cecilia, I'm beginning to agree with you. Certain incidents happen to make you see.
I guess they're more of proximity acquaintances then friends. Not friends that will stick with you no matter what.

I miss you girls terribly - Hui Yu, Cecilia, Shi Han, Patricia, Yan Rong and Allie.
I miss 4-1.
I miss Mrs. J Ng.
I miss Mr. Dimus Choong.
I miss "Uncle Kelly".

Growing up is not at all a fun process.
Oh, how I hate being nolstagic and weepy and gloomy!


On another note, JJ has had his fur groomed today. He's looking mighty handsome.

Out of the 5 days of school, I only attended 3.

As usual, Rebecca Chin was a total fuckhead.
"Then minues left!" Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! * infinity

Labels: I miss 4-1 ):, MAOs, RP sucks afterall., school still sucks, school sucks, what-nots

Yesterday was insane. I rushed to Jurong Point right after school. Only to get scolded by Mom, wait an hour for Sandy, have the movie cancelled, and all we did was to window shop and have dinner at KFC.

@#$%^&*!!

The only good thing was, I bumped into many lovely people! Hafiz, Yao Rong, Hui Wen... can't remember some.


Lai Yan, Cyn, Lee Shi, Wei Zhong & I went off after the first breakout today. Twas' really impromptu, but we went ahead with it anyway. The funny thing is, we stayed in the school's cafe. All the way till 4PM.







Afterwhich I met Sandy at Dover. We bumped into Hanny Wunny Bunny! I hugged her and she did the this-girl-is-crazy handsign to her friends. Walao! ): I miss my MAOs!

Then we headed to Sandy's class studio, and attended SP's CF Bible Study. I felt pretty much at home cuz I know most members during the April camp. GQ & Jabez left with the rest while Zhong Ying, Sandy & I headed to Jurong Point to get Sandy's dress and dinner.

Sandy just left my house not long ago. My brother totally cracked us up with his absurdities and we couldn't stop laughing.
Pronunciation problems, retarded photos and people-watching. Gee!

Gramps & Nana are back from China! :D
They seemed to have enjoyed their trip very much.


On a serious note, I've noticed a change in myself. Something that I wish would go away. I don't like all the angst within me. It's not doing me any good. None at all.

P.S/ I'm selling my Little Miss Contrary tee by Junk Food. It's authentic (mind you, I bought it from Queen's Couture) and is tagged a size M. I've worn it for less than 10 times and it is in mint condition. Price is negotiable. Contact me for more details!

SOLD!

Email address: fifi.pipi.andsushi@hotmail.com

Labels: fun :D, i hate you, junk food tees, little miss contrary, online spree, retail therapy, school still sucks, school sucks, shit in panties, to go

ZF & Wayne bullied my JJ! But he looks cute nonetheless. Heh!


I went to school, even though I had barely 2 hours of sleep. I hauled myself out of my bed this morning, and forced myself to wash up and bathe. UT was a-okay, hope I can get another A this time! I was dozing off half the time, playing neopets, rubbing my eyes, yawning, snappin' me olde bones, whatever and just not engaging in discussion. I hate this, so I'm gonna hit my crib real soon to replenish my insufficient sleep. Nighty night!

Labels: school sucks

I'm beginning to lose interest in friendster, and uploading of photos. They're a chore; with all the editing and stuff. Click here for the photos.

Oh yeah, I've just created a neopets account ytd and earned 9710 neopoints in a day! So proud of meself. Weeheehee!

I didn't attend school on Monday cuz the friends were still around. I don't deny that I'm still very in the holiday mood.

Time now is 1.17 AM.
Great.

Labels: garrgh, school sucks