You're totally ripping off me. Can you get your own typing style or whatever-you-call-that cuz it's really annoying? Fuck copycats. Where's your sense of originality!!

Labels: Serious Ramblings

Okay, I'm officially/unofficially switching to livejournal. Simply put, I'll be blogging more often there but I will blog here from time to time.

Here's the url if you're blind: http://popgum.livejournal.com

Oh, and some entries (I'd say, most entries) are "friends only" so add then comment me and I'll add you back! Ciao.

I'm getting bored with blogger (again), so I might be switching to my livejournal one.

Here're pics of Vanessa and I camwhoring in the toilet:






Work was good for once 'cuz there weren't much people. Lai and I spent the whole night laughing like insane buffoons. We bluffed the kitchen dudes that we could lick our elbows and told them to try and they tried for so long, it made us laugh sooooo hard. After work, I went to SuperCue to meet up my parents and brother for some pool.


On the bus to SuperCue, I was wondering about how different things would be. I miss you. I really do. I'm waiting 'cuz you always come back. I think of all the "what-ifs" and everything people have been telling me about. Then I remembered something you said, and suddenly it's all clear. Maybe it's time for me to let go. But I can't, until you tell me so.

Labels: Random Musings, Serious Ramblings

This morning, when I was brushing my teeth, the toothpaste went into my windpipe. I swear I almost died. My throat felt like twas' on fire then I coughed nonstop and my throat still kinda hurt now.

It's over, it's over.

Labels: Random Musings

It's been eons since I last caught up with Marcus and it's surprising how we're able to talk for two hours straight without a single ounce of awkwardness and yay we're going out for movies soon!

I gotta kick the sluggish monster outta me and start keeping a planner 'cuz I keep forgetting the dates and things I'm supposed to do.

/Note-to-self: Siew Hui's birthday celebration at East Coast Park this Thurs

Speaking of which, I'm hoping to plan my birthday party soon and this year it'd be done with Lai Yan cuz our birthdays are just 3 days apart! I sure hope it'd be a special seventeenth birthday for me. Apparently, my past birthdays except for the first and tenth one were rather mundane.

I've got a terrible migraine now.

Labels: Random Musings

I'm feeling so tired and grumpy (for no apparent reason) now. I fell asleep on dad's car earlier, it was so comfortable I didn't wanna get off. I wanna go home. Argh! Oh well, at least I have the homemade sandwiches Lai made to look forward to.

Chilling session with Lai, Joanne and Kel after school.

I'm not feeling too well. Guess it's the sambal stingray I had for dinner yesterday.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

I held your hand, hoping to pass you whatever strength that's left inside of me. One last embrace before I knew you'd be gone. But I didn't expect you to be gone until now.

Yay tennis with Levin, Dad and Jem later!
Work was tolerable yesterday. Derrick was surprisingly nice *raises eyebrows*

After work, headed to Macs with Lai. Then I called WZ when we were about to leave, just to see if he was at Tiong. I was on the phone with him and walking out of Macs at the same time, then we saw him and burst out laughing. So yay I got someone to accompany me home and he was totally bitching on the train. So fun. We've been meeting lesser and lesser nowadays ): Must go out more often k!

Rehearsal for the X'mas musical after service just now and twas' fun! :D I miss you people. Why never ask me out! I'm not busy on Sundays okay! I don't work on Sunday! ): Love y'all.

x



Omg so funny. Hahah!

Labels: Random Musings

Time check: 0222

School was really fun today and I got to work with Vanessa and Mun Teng for the first time. I had a hell of a good time laughing during meeting 3 today. The skits presented were omg so funny. Work, however, sucked big time. By the end of it, my back was aching like maaaaaaad and I was so tired I swear I could have fallen asleep walking. Well, that's the price to pay if you want extra cash for retail therapy right? Pfft.

On the way to macs after work, Lai and I talked about tellytubbies and pokemon. All that derived from looking at the half-moon tonight. She said it resembled a watermelon. Geez... How spastic can we get? Haha! Oh oh oh! I saw an orange lamborghini during work today and it's so chio canzxz. One perk is that tonnes of reaaaally posh cars pass by there daily.

Dad came to fetch me at Tiong Bahru after fetching Mom and Jem, then we went to the Macs drive-thru to get some supper. Omg fattening can? (Shut up Jem. Don't comment!)

Okay work tomorrow so I gotta sleep now.

Note to self:
#Sunday afternoon JP/ Tartan Peasant Tunic
#Wed evening Dhoby/ ASOS Ecru Cutwork
#Sat evening Cityhall/ Accessorize bangles

84.70 I think I'm crazy.

Labels: IT list, Random Musings

I really want theseeeeeee:

#1 (Vintage) Polaroid Cam


#2 this top in coral from royalsecret.lj


#3 Ipod Nano 3rd Gen. in Red only


#4 ASOS Ecru Cutwork Top





And I'm craving for
right now.

Labels: IT list

I need to declutter my thoughts.
If only there was a "reverse" card.

Now I feel so much pain, as exposed as a raw wound. As though someone would come anytime and pour salt onto it or cut it deeper. I need to make sure I can handle a bad day myself, just in case anything crappy happens at least I know I can manage.

Sometimes I find myself breathing so hard as if there were no oxygen. I need to locate my faith. I feel so messed-up. Every now and then, I choose to be silent because I'm thinking of the possible ways I could have done things instead. Yet I make things worser than it originally was.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

"Check out my matching pipes!" Hahaha! Wtf.


Jerm looks weird o.0


Yesterday was service then K-Box with Yanrong, Jerm, Levin and Hong Ming. We've been meeting up very often nowadays and I really enjoy the sessions 'cuz there's zero awkwardness and I can be as crazy as I want.

After dinner, the rest of us went to Levin's house for bourbon coke/ vodka, while Yan went home. Talking and sitting by the pool is fun. Let's do that more often. I'm feeling so nolstalgic now! Ho boy ):<





This is omgfuckingfunny. Hahahaha! Kel showed this to us after school when we were supposedly revising for UT.

Okay I gotta go sleep. UT tomorrow zomg. Ciaozx!

Labels: Fun stuff, Funny Stuff, Outings

Tis' taken at Cheers yesterday while Lev was buying liquor o.0

Omg so tired. Work was a killer and it's so much worse than volleyball trainings. My back had this major cramp, so did my thighs and shoulders. Oh just everywhere. I think I deserve a higher pay. Besides, it's the eve of Hari Raya!

I just discovered this tiny mole near my left shoulder. That was bloody random.

/
Maryjane makes my life miserable.
I've got tonnes to say to you.
Then again, you don't give a sh*t.

You were right, I should've listened.
You just needed someone to talk to. Anyone.
When all you really wanted was her. And I, you.

Labels: Random Musings, Serious Ramblings

Teng Huan's been tempting me (and successfully,) to join online sprees. I just ordered this and her, this!




Yesterday, after school:
Hong Ming and Levin came outside my class to find me, then we went to Canteen A to catch up with Pat awhile and waited for Lai.




Then we went to CWP for dinner and to K-Pool for pool (duh?).








Stupid Jerm and his zombie face.








Ming!




Lev!













Thanks you guys for making my day awesome. I haven't laughed this hard for a long time and it was fun even though everyone was teasing me the whole day -.-

xoxo

Click here for the photoset!

Labels: Fun stuff, Happy stuff, Outings

I am outside,
And I've been waiting for the sun.
With my wide eyes,
I've seen worlds that don't belong.

My mouth is dry,
With words I cannot verbalize.
Tell me why,
We live like this.

Keep me safe inside,
Your arms like towers.
Tower over me, yeah.

'Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
Cause we just wanna be whole.

Lock the doors,
'Cause I'd like to capture this voice.
It came to me tonight,
So everyone will have a choice.

And under red lights,
I'll show myself it wasn't forged.
We're at war,
We live like this...

Keep me safe inside,
Your arms like towers.
Tower over me.

'Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
'Cause we just wanna be whole.


Tower over me...
Tower over me...

And I'll take the truth at any cost.

'Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
'Cause we just wanna be whole.

Labels: Lyrics, Serious Ramblings

I'm too lazy to post up photos taken with Lai and Joanne yesterday, but we had fun! ;D

Lai and I were so crazy (okay, prolly only me) over Haato that we made a trip to Wheelock Place just for it! Then we bumped into Dad when we were heading to Lido for dinner. Hahaha! He's so funny. He didn't call my name and was like shouting (more like talking loudly) "Hello.. hello.. hello!" I was so happy and surprised to see him there and hugged him. Now I'm back home, he's not yet, and I was hoping he could fetch me and go home together. Pfft! But I still love him of course! ;D

More over at my livejournal!

Labels: Daily rubbish, Funny Stuff, IT list, Random Musings

I really want this.



Someone please get the red one for me and I will love you forever! ): I want cool cool weather tomorrow worzxzx! o.0

P.S/ I love online shopping so much nowadays, it seems so hard for me to find nice clothes in town. Zzz. Yay another trade settled! New clothes new clothes. I reaaaallly need to slim down pronto. And no, it's not because of the tags the annoying 细老(read: kid brother in cantonese) left. He needs to slim down too okay! Geez!

And a birthday shout out to Priscilla whose birthday's today! Happy eighteenth Pris! (:

Labels: Happy birthday, IT list, Random Musings

I think we're maaaaaaaad. We spent 77.70 SGD on lunch today at Genki Sushi, just Lai and I. Zomg. Never in my life have I spent so much on just a single meal (that is, when I have to fork out my own money). But whatever, the food was really fresh and ohmygodsosumptuous.

Lai being spastic. Haha!


The gyoza dipped in sauce (pictured right) is heavenlyyyyyy!


I've mastered the fastest fingers! -.-








Not so much of the food pictured because we were busy chowing down. Haha! I love japanese food so so much now I'm craving for it every single day.

Then the rest of the day was spent hunting for clothes.


Friday, I didn't go to school because of work.
Saturday, work. I don't know what overcame me and I teared (just a little) and stopped before I couldn't.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Fun stuff, Good food, Outings

Yesterday's MAOs gathering was one of the (al)most complete one. Albeit the short 3 hours, I had tonnes of fun with them, just stuffing ourselves silly with the BBQ stingray, went zonkers at the park, headed to Pat's house for teevee and camwhoring sessions. I'm so so so glad that we could pick things up the way we left them. I love to hear you girls laugh, it really brightens my day. The lame "whale in my stomach" thing could keep them laughing non-stop and the best thing is that, none of us has changed at all.










If CC was around, I bet we'd really go insane laughing and eating yucky concoctions made by her. Please take care of yourself and stop fainting okay! ♥





I miss 4-1: MAOs/ Naf/ Atiq/ Fat/ Tengy/ Liana/ Naqiah/ Chai Luan/ Levin/ Jerm/ Hong Ming/ Noel/ Saravanabavan Karthik/ Sampan boy ):/ Azizan/ Amirul


Just everyone, really.




I miss W35M. We are so unbelievably closely bonded together, I thought I would just die when we had to separate.

Ping ping ping, this is for you. Cheer up okay! Everything will be fine, really. It's just like the beginning of Sem 1 when you said you wanted to withdraw, but you didn't! I'll always be here to listen to your whines. If not, you can find me at Akira! So near your house! ;P

I miss Mayce, Melina, Andy, Alena, Yuling, Yiling, Lewis, Hui Ting, Kee Kai and everyone in E212. You guys are always in my heart even though I'm not in CHC anymore.



I'm so frustrated I need someone to remedy this. I wanna hear your voice and talk into the wee hours and fall in love all over again. I want to have Wild Turkey and go tipsy. I want to do so many things with you. You make my heart go giddy-up. You make butterflies in my stomach. You make me tongue-tied. I (still) love you.

P.S/ I got my first A (for this semester) ever for my computing module.
P.P.S/ I hate that you still talk to me like I'm an insensible child. That I don't know what to do at the right time. I really hate it. Shut up.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

Yesterday's class outing was really fun and the movie was HI-LA-RI-OUS man! I shall let the peektures do the talking:











School was alright today and getting more and more fun. I just hope I would learn to open up quicker in the next 4 classes. Lol!

Met up with my W35M mates during Breakout 1, you guys are dearly missed. I had so much fun with them despite the short 1 hour together and it was really fun teasing Wei Zhong and Joanne and Kok Beng. Heart you guys many many! ;D

Lai and Joanne came to look for me during Breakout 2. Then we went to our old class to find Sam and Kok Beng, but that bloody Kok wasn't around. Zzzz.

I love you two silly birds!

Labels: Daily rubbish, Fun stuff, Happy stuff

Funny, why does everyone think poly students have holidays on Children's Day? Then again, why don't we have holidays on Children's Day? Hey, 17 is a pretty unripe age what. I like the idea of staying young forever.

Happy Children's Day!

P.S/ I'm so tired I can't focus and my eyes are about to shut. Dangggg.

Labels: Random Musings