Driven into insanity. Thanks to all of you.
I dread coming ____ now. I don't wish to see any of you.

Sorry, I am just a pariah.
Victoria L.

Right, something's wrong and I don't know what. Anyway, am glad KaiXin and ChaiLuan are back to normal. *grins

I don't understand the things going on la, seriously. Everything on my mind's jumbled up. They come and go, come and go again. They come to my mind, then him. They said it was him who rendered me into the state I am now. The unreasonable sensitivity, the terrible moodswings, the half insane person I am right now and all. The cheek of him to tell me about the problems between them, I feel so upset yet obliged to listen to his problems and help him out. But who was I to blame, I guess I didn't know how much he meant to me. Maybe he isn't, but having him hearing all my troubles and just being able to talk to him on the phone, brings a smile to my face instantly even when i'm feeling shit. I'm not sure of my feelings, but he's someone important in my life. Now, I feel like some cheesy shit. Gah!

Would you just look at this MSN display name?!!! Buay tahan la!

My heart is very painful because of one person but no matter wat I will still love him says:
hi

;;victoria says:
hi


School was *yawn boring today, absolutely. Wasted my 4 periods of FNN, and we were given early dismissal. Then we went to find Mr Lee cus YanRong was running a fever and she had AMath lesson after school. Couldn't find him, so we went to Ms Yeong instead. She insisted that I tied up my hair, but I didn't have my band with me, so she used a random rubberband in her pencilcase and tied it for me, like a bunny except it was in buns, so I resembled ChunLi (Streetfighter). Ah! ): I pulled it off and tied my hair into a normal style, then she said my fringe was too long and wanted me to clip it up. So I did, and she dragged poor ol' me to the staffroom and wanted to take a photo of my hair and exclaimed that t'was cute. How sacarstic, she used MR. TRAVEN LOW'S PHONE SOMEMORE. OMFG! I nearly died there and then. My photo's going to be circulated in the staffroom and every teacher's going to laugh at me when they see me. Ahhhh!

Let's just hope for the best.
Victoria L.

i've seriously had enough of ___ ____. (i'm adopting celeste chen's method. haha! play hangman with me.) who the heck do you think you are anw? quit playing with my patience and i'm no pushover alright? grr! and stop being such a liar, which person gets 230 and abv for PSLE and gets into Normal Tech. Oh, that is so far fetched. think of a better lie pls. and i simply don't understand why the cg can't seem to survive with you.

yeah, i'm unreasonably pissed. but i guess it's accumulated over these months and i can't take this anymore. i dread to listen to any of your calls, and yes, even replying your sms. (Note: 'your' doesn't refer to just ONE person.)

my moodiness erupts very frequently (easily?). i don't know what's wrong with me la, it's prolly cus of him, i don't dig the blueberry waffles thing. right, nothing gets done and i mean nothing. i'm supposed to be online doing my FNN research, but i'm not. i'm supposed to study for my phy test, but i'm not. i am so going to flunk it.

continue procrastinating, dear, and nothing will get done. i do feel sorry for Victoria L.

gee. i feel like mashing up my brains, nothing seems t be going fine. Is it them or is it just me?
something weird's happening to us, buds. i don't know why. ): but i'll still love you both. and i'm hoping t see cl and kx patch things up, it's so weird (i've got limited vocab. hah!) t see you both this way.

heh, everything's gna be just fine.

New blog, new beginnings? Well, nah.

Anyway, the whole family loves JJ to the bits! This morning, my mum was reheating the buns for my grandparents using the microwave oven, there was a burnt smell cause of the previous heating of some chicken meat. My mum left for the kindergarten, then JJ ran up to my grandparents ' room and barked. My grandma opened the door, and she smelt the burnt smell. JJ then ran to the middle of the staircase and looked back, as if trying to ask my grandma to follow him. She did, and luckily, nothing was burnt. My grandma LOVES JJ! Yay! He's damn adorable.

Am darn happy today cause I did something good. Haha! :DD Then I was at Potong Pasir and saw... (guess who?) Clara! ): That CSS contestant. Alright, her figure is darn good, I love her tan!

YanRong, Alison and ShiHan are at my house now! Met Yan for dinner, had BBQ stingray. We saw ChaiLuan and her teammates. She was like," TUTURIA!" She's darn cute la! Haha! I love Tan Chai Luan the Cai Bao (veggie bun)! Allie and SH came after our dinner and we walked to my house together. We saw Saravanabavan Karthik Narayanan and Matthew at the bus stop opp. the small gate.

We're going to Macdonald's later to mug then straight to school tmr for the Speech and Prize Giving thing. And SH ain't happy cause I am wasting time blogging.

Everything seems to remind me of you. Went past your school and saw the rugby training, I thought of you. Just friends? I certainly hope so. I don't know, but I think I love you alot.