Acoustic with Penny Gun/ Library @ Orchard


"And the guy on my left, I mean girl. No. Guy. He's Kelvin." That was classic man! Hahaha!
Kel the lead guitarist!


David Mars(?), the lead singer.


I forgot this dude's name. He's the bassist.


Their band was really good, the vocals were great. Kel was awesome man, he stole the whole show (I think). Haha! Especially loved their rendition of Creep. It was really awesome man, the only bummer was that the audience were quite passive and there was this old dude sitting there. Hahaha! That was really cute. And, their drummer was missing cuz he was betting on horses. Wth?


After that, we had lunch with Kel and Yukiko at Pepper Lunch.





After we sent Joanne to her workplace, Lai and I left for work while Kel and Yukiko went to have ice cream. Dad and Mom popped by for a surprise visit during work. Then, trouble happened. I was collecting the handrolls from the sushi bar, and Dad was talking to Boss there. I didn't pay attention and the handrolls fell onto the carpet floor. Immediately, all three of them (the Boss, the wife, the son) all said "It's ok! Nevermind." Walao, so fake please. If Dad wasn't there and this happened.. I'll definitely be given a dressing down sprinkled with tonnes of hokkien vulgarities. They are so disgusting. Ugh.

Then there was this part time dude in the kitchen cuz Monkey took leave. He's gross too. He keeps flirting with Pei Si and her, being the silly girl, kept talking to him. Zzz. He's another idiot who thinks I'm cheena. Walao.

Mom saved some of her Unagi set for me, so I went behind the kitchen to eat. Then that part time dude was there, all touchy-feely with some girl (who does not work in the restaurant). Wtf. I just treated them as invisible and ate my food with Lai, then he asked me, "Where you get this from?" None of your business anyway anyhow, you repulsive moron.

Alright, enough of work.



/Went to Cityhall with Lai to meet up with Joanne, then to Esplanade to meet Kel and WZ.
/Played with candles. Zzzz
/Kel scared me out of my wits when they were at the toilet. @#$%^&*! Stupid Kel!
/Walked from Esplanade to the Fullerton to Peninsular to ROM area to Clarke Quay/MOS to Central. I almost died.
/Saw people getting dead drunk outside MOS.
/We sat by the river outside Central until morning.
/Breakfast at Liang Court Mac's.
/Kel and I cabbed home separately, while Lai, Jo and WZ took the train.





Reached home, bathed and plonked onto my bed for barely 6 hours before I woke up and I'm still really really beat. Think I'll sleep real early later. Pardon my lousy narration and lack of vocab.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Fun stuff, Serious Ramblings

Migraine. With all the weird sh*t happening to me. My body's messed up. I hope I'd be able to hold up until work ends and I'm so sad I can cry.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

Michael and I were talking about going back to Hong Kong together next January, that got me really thrilled. I haven't went back since last December and I miss Popo and Couz Jacqueline. He was looking at some promotions from Jetstar, frickin' SGD 8 to HK! Then I suddenly remembered about a recent incident about a plane splitting into two. Dad told me it was Jetstar. Zzzzz. No wonder they were having promotions! Our plans were kaput. But we're probably still going together and I'm really looking forward to itxzxzxzx! It'd be best if Chris and Jan can come along too, but he'll prolly be in Queensland by then ):

Didn't manage to see Lai or Lee Shi or Cyn or Sam today. Bumped into Joanne, WZ and Kok at Haven during breakout 2, and met up with Joanne and Kel (Ehehehe. This two've got something going on I tell you) after school and walked to the MRT station together.

Work after school tomorrow! Derrick better not piss me.

My blog's getting boring.

P.S/Dad's Nikon N60 is a beaut, can't wait to test it out soon! But I still want the D40.
P.P.S/ I hope to get my Open Water Scuba Licence soon. Like this December please!!! ):

Labels: Happy stuff, Random Musings

Today was really insane.

#1 My sci module facilitator, Mr. Qian A.K.A Mr. Money left me this comment:

hi Victoria, I also feel accomplished when you feel accomplished, let us accomplish something in every lesson.

Zomgwtfbbq. Damn hilarious lah! Walao, what's with the amount of accomplish(es) man! He's really a funny dude.

#2 I was talking to Lai about something at the Woodlands library, then out of the sudden, this crazy old guy came and said something along the lines of God will help you blah blah blah. Then he went on to talk about his son, Melvin Leok? Zzz. Then he went on to talk about Matthew 7:7, and Psalms and whatever. I feel so humiliated. It's this kind of people who make Christianity out to be a joke. The whole library staff knows about him and says that he's a little outta his mind. Walao. It was really funny but discouraging. Really.

Around 8, WZ and his friend, Leonard came to find us at the library then we fooled around for a while and left.

I miss Yannz, CC, Hanny, Allie, Pat and Hwee a lot. When are we girls gonna meet up? ): MAOs never had a full reunion. I miss 4-1 and W35M and everyoneeeeee. Geez. I gotta stop being so nostalgic, but the old times sure were fun.

It's gonna be the weekends soon! I can't wait for Sat night/Sun wee hours :D

Grandpa and Grandma are leaving for China tomorrow morning and it's till next February that I'll get to see them again. Sigh. I'll miss them terribly. I hope they'd have fun there, with the big condo and the relatives and the friends ): I'm not gonna get used to them being gone so long.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Funny Stuff, Random Musings, Serious Ramblings

Yesterday's post here!

School was good today, I hope it'd continue to be so! It's the first time I feel so accomplished during Maths, and the classmates and I attended a talk on Business Journalism together.

Alrighty, that's all.

P.S/ Zomg, additional RJ to do. Bummer.
P.P.S/ Yay new book.

Labels: Daily rubbish

Is finding someone who loves you as much as you love him that tough? Is love never lasting? Why does it seem to me that time will always outrun love? Why do people shortchange love from others? I can't seem to hold my head together any longer. It's too much for me to take, and I have to act like nothing's wrong in my life at all. I'm feeling so exhausted, so nauseous. I'm almost revolted by the word "love".

What does it really mean to love? Why do people not think of the consequences of surrending your heart to that certain someone when he happens to be the wrong person all along. Why do we still love when we know it's not being reciprocated? Why can't we think rationally when it comes to love? Why does it seem that we never learn?

When we learn, we grow. Yet, there always seem to be a certain emptyness/hollowness when love isn't around. Is love all we're living for? My eyes burn, my head throbs, my heart aches. It sucks to have this happen once every few days. My being can't hold it any longer. Every part is crumpling into small tiny parts. I'm increasingly irritable and prickly and edgy. I don't like the current person I am the slightest bit. I whine, I complain, I cry, I rant, but why does it seem that nothing's changed at all. I wait -this is the first time I've ever been so patient- but it's taking way too long, and my patience's running out. When I need someone there, no one's there. Why does my life seem so bleak, so laughable...

I ever wondered, ten years down the road, what a person I would be. What kind of life I'd be leading? Would I already forget about my fears? Would I have found my soulmate? Would I still be alive by then? Somehow, I can't picture anything. Nothing at all. What does that mean?

And my supposed best friend seems to have found a new best friend.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

It's 8 in the morning, with the rain pouring (no longer). As usual, I'm in school early and it's freezink!

So yesterday, I met Lai and Joanne, and we went shopping. Twasn't so good for me cuz I didn't see anything I like! ):

Blah blah blah..

We went to Gloria Jean's for some salad and drinks.

















School's a mundane and boring affair.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Fun stuff, Random Musings

Work was really slack these two days, 'cept for the part when the sonofabitch Derrick made me really pissed. Then he was all in a chirpy mood 'cuz his girlfriend brought her family for dinner. Zzz.

Whatever.

Friday! This mediacorp actor Zhang Jin Quan Adam came to dine. Zomgwtfbbqhot. Hahahaha! I went googoo and gaga-ing over him.

Okay, church now. Ciao!

Labels: Daily rubbish, Happy stuff, Random Musings

God, I miss the insane times we had during lessons, the chalet, the numerous outings together. From the bottom of my heart, I love all my classmates in W35M. I really do.




Photo taken yesterday.

After school today, went over to W4 to meet Lai and Joanne then over to Food Court A and met up with Kok Beng and Lance. Joen, Jia Yu and Juliana were also there when we reached and all of us lamented about W35M. After that, met up with an online seller then Lai and I headed to Central and we had Pepper Lunch for dinner. We sat by the river with our rapidly-disolving-icecream and I started to get really pissed off when the ice cream dripped all over my jeans and ran down my hands. I sweared until even I finished the ice cream. Geez! Then it was Lai's turn to get annoyed. The ants started to bite her and a cricket hopped onto her feet, she freaked out and screamed. But I loved the scenery there, really nice, pleasant, comfortable, warm. I'll bring Dad's SLR out one day for pretty peektures.

The ones taken with my phone should suffice for now.








After that, both of us just got into a really bad mood 'cuz we nearly got lost and she couldn't find a suitable place to submit her RJ. Before I forget, we bumped into Hong Ming at Funan and he, being the usual ol' perv. told me how cute you-know-who was. Hahaha! After checking out Raffles City and being even more pissed, Lai left home while I, went to Akira to find Dad and Mom came along soon after. Dad was playing dice with Boss, and the loser has to drink. It was rather funny watching them play. Being there and not working is so weird. I love my colleagues there; the kitchen staff and the fellow waitresses. They make me really happy ;D


And today, Xiao Li told me she didn't believe my dad when he said I was his daughter. She thought he was kidding. That'd show you, you *insert appropriate term*. What lah, I really look like cheena meh. Kaozxzxz. She herself is cheena lah. Whatever (rolls eyes).


Yay work tomorrow means $$!


I don't know what's wrong with you. What the fuck did I do huh? This sadness is slowly turning into wrath, and you wouldn't wanna incur mine. Really. You low life.


P.S/ Lee Shi, please cheer up! Just keep trying and never give up a'ights? We know you can do it ;D

Labels: Daily rubbish, Serious Ramblings

Why do I feel so shiteous? Is it just me or everybody? I miss W35M, where I can be so comfortable with everyone, where I can go zonkers and laugh until my guts retch. I think I understand how Marly felt. Ping, I'm feeling the same way you do right now! Just so you know, you're not alone. Thanks to Lai, Joanne and WZ, I could act normally after school. The usual fooling around and laughing at random people on the streets (no ill intentions though). "Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, under my ..." Hahahaha! I love you guys.

And now, I don't wanna have anymore feuds/enemies. Enough of them. I wanna be happy, love and be loved. I reckon I'd enough of sadness. I'd like it to go away forever. Please, go away and never come back. Sometimes I don't feel like myself, I didn't remember being so pessimistic. I remember once ago, a long long time ago, I loved people, I loved life, I loved the sun, the rain, the moon, the stars. It's not the same anymore. I'm feeling so down but I can't bring myself to weep and it's choking me. I feel tears wanting to spill, but they don't. They hide behind, somewhere deep within. Sometimes I feel like I've been slapped in the face.

I need someone to talk to before I lose it. I get affected too easily. Most of the time, when I look angry/pissed/serious with my brows furrowed, I'm actually upset. So don't get me wrong, because you don't know me.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

I had an emotional outburst this morning. Simply put, I cried. I didn't know why either, and I still don't. I'm aware of my dependency on people. Guess it's time for me to learn all over again.

Today was surprisingly good. Most of the classmates've started to warm up and it was really fun just bullsh*tting on MSN. After school, I waited for Lai Yan, Cyn, Sam and Lee Shi at the W3/4 area. I saw Cyn a while later and was waiting for her to spot me, but she didn't! When she finally did, she burst out laughing 'cuz I was wearing white and "blended in with the walls". Geez!

The contractions in my uterus was so unbearable that I almost fainted while walking towards Woodlands MRT. The girls said my face/lips were really pale. Luckily for Cyn's panadol, otherwise I would've already died and gone to heaven. Okay, maybe hell.

Anyways, someone (read: old, naggy, irritating person A.K.A Lee Shi) commented that my blog entries are getting shorter and shorter. But who cares right! Hahahahaha! Just some old nosey parker. Kidding.

Note to self:
Mighty Fine tee
White tunic
F21 Dino Tank
57 SGD in total// And maybe that bucket drawstring bag. Oh my...

I love shopping online! ;D

Dinner-time.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Serious Ramblings

I wonder how everyone's day #1 was like.

Mine was really mundane and slow-paced. Any slower, I'd have taken a shot at my temple. At first, I just though I was going to die. And I'm nervous when it comes to meeting new people! @#$%^&*!! So I did, trip over my words a couple o' times. Later in the day, it was going -not really well, but still- okay. The girls in my team even gossipped about who's cute and stuff during the 6P (on MSN), that is.

The good thing is I met up with the clique during both breakouts, and us, being extremely nostalgic, went back to W35M. W35M isn't the same without everyone. Really. But hey, life's full of changes (not hope) and we gotta do what we gotta do! Even though I'm really apprehensive about what's gonna happen tomorrow, it'd just blow over soon. Hey look! *snap!* And Day #1's already ended.

*crosses fingers* I'm just trying to be optimistic when I'm really not.

Whattowear?Whattowear?Whattowear?Whattowear?Whattowear?Whattowear?Whattowear?

Labels: Daily rubbish, Serious Ramblings

Today was one of the bestest day of my 3-week holiday because:
/ I had a really great time out with my parents and Jem.
/ Levin (??) and Hong Ming (???) asked me out for pool siol, but I didn't meet them up
/ I got to catch up with some pals.
/ B&J, Ikoi ♥

It is also the worst day because:
/ It's the last day of my 3 week break
/ New semester (which really means a new class). Boo to that!


I am fucking nervous about tomorrow. What should I wear? Should I smile to everyone and be friendly? Should I this or that or this or that or this....? @#$%^&*!! Okay, chillz Victoria! Man, I sure hope I don't look unfriendly or unapproachable. I think I will update every hour tomorrow. Zomg.

Labels: Serious Ramblings

/ Got a brand new Wetseal top for just 14 buckeroos! Online shopping rockzxz!
/ Work was @#$%^&*!!! and god-damn tiring.
/ Dr. Vivian Balakrishnan came by for dinner today, with his wife, 4 (or 5?) kids and father-in-law in tow (drop dead gorgeous family)
/ I officially declare that I hate/despise/loathe/detest my Boss' son.
/ I have a love-hate relationship with my job.
/ I bumped into Azizan (my favourite classmate who thinks he's all so sexy) on the train.
/ He was wearing a thick hairband with hearts of pastel colours. (Go figure!)
/ He looks flabbier.
/ I miss 4-1!
/ I miss (almost) everyone in W35M.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Random Musings

I tried to hold on (to You),
but my fingers slip everytime I try.


Updates tomorrow. The past two days at work were awfully hectic.

P.S/ Zhou Chong Qing, Wu Pei Fen with a couple of DJs and their PAs/whatever dined in yesterday and made a hell of a din.

P.P.S/ If you insist on interpreting things that way, I can't help you. At all.

P.P.P.S/ Note to self: Bishan MRT 5.45 PM on Thursday/Meet seller

Labels: Daily rubbish, Random Musings

I met up with Lai today for retail therapy.

Chronologically,
/ Ajisen @ Takashimaya
/ Venezia ice cream
/ Topshop, F21, Cotton On at Wisma
/ FEP
/ Wisma again
/ Heeren
/ Pontian Wanton Noodles @ Graffiti Cafe
/ E-Donuts (were better than I expected)
/ Camwhoring at The Istana Park

The photos taken at The Istana Park.

Labels: Daily rubbish, Fun stuff, Random Musings

/ My eyes are puffy, red and swollen (from rubbing my eyes right after playing with JJ).
/ It has been eons since my last manicure.
/ I need one (because I suck at painting my own nails).
/ I'm craving for japanese food after having to face it for 4 days consecutively without touching any!
/ That kangaroo-pouched grey hoodie top from bloodredlippie. I want!
/ I just viewed all my new classmates on yandao.
/ There are no cute guys in my class (?)
/ zomgwtfbbqi'mscared!
/ Lai's got a classmate who looks like The Hunchback Of Notre Dame. S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y.
/ I dug up quite a few vintage bags from mom's wardrobe, and I'm using them! :D
* That's to tell certain people that I do not splurge unnecessarily and I do re-use things.
/ My MP3 totally died on me. Ah! How am I gonna survive the long train rides! ):

:D Alright, I'm a pretty happy girl today.

Labels: Random Musings

Add me as your friend on LJ and if I add you back, you'd be able to read my entry.

P.S/ No dubious/anonymous people please. At least comment to tell me who you are! :D
P.P.S/ 6 years since that horrible 9/11 in 2001.
P.P.P.S/ Anyone in W34Q? Let me know please!

Labels: notice

Thursday evening to the wee hours of Friday was spent with my dearest CO mates at my alma mater. The BBQ was fun, and the facilities in school are so much better. The rifle range was revamped to an air-conditioned room for the band and is now reconstructed to a hall/lecture hall thing, and it's really awesome. CO and Choir did the recordings for the album there. The area outside the F&N practical rooms is totally kewlzxzxz, it's like a coffeeshop in the 60's.

Ah, the benefits of being one of the future schools.

Met up with Lai today for some shopping. While waiting for her at Orchard MRT, I saw Vivian, then Clara and her friend. Then we went to FEP and kept bumping into Clara. That girl is so cute, she pinched my cheeks when she saw me. I miss the glorious pri school days. We snagged ourselves some really good buys from Cotton On (A-hem Lai, thank me ;P) and got ourselves each a pair of slip-ons from M)phosis. I am so happy with my purchase.

After that, we went to work at this Japanese restaurant - Akira (Dad's friend's the boss). It was really slack at the beginning, but 7.30 PM onwards was I.N.S.A.N.E. I tell you. But heck, the moolah was worth it, not enough though. We had supper at the 24 hour foodcourt behind, then Dad sent Lai to Tiong Bahru MRT and home. We're going there to work again tomorrow! Right now, my feet are sore from standing and I am feckin' tired.

G'night!

Labels: Daily rubbish

And you call yourselves my friends. What, friends don't help each other when they're in trouble? Friends don't pull each other back when they're slipping? They let go their hands and allow them fall into the bottomless pit?

Ha, friends. Indeed.

The friendship we've built over the past 10 odd years is nothing; nothing at all. What are friends if they don't care. They shouldn't be called friends, acquaintance is a more appropriate term. And what, I'm coming back to be judged by all of you? To be an outcast? To walk away quietly without any of you noticing? Oh wait, it is like that already isn't it? What a joke.

Why does the word "resent" come to my mind when I think about you?

Labels: Serious Ramblings

Met up with Yan Rong at Taman Jurong Multi-Storey Hawker Ctr & Market and guess who we bumped into...?


After taking photo, I showed him the photo we took.
"My hair is so messy, didn't style. Came from home. Haha."



Nat Ho and Elvin Ng. Zomgwtfbbqyay! Hahahahahaha! Yes, be envious you girls! Of all places, I least expected to bump into them at Jurong?!

*smiles widely*

They totally made my day which was ruined earlier by the irresponsible online seller who arrived 45 mins later than our agreed time.


Yan Rong and I then went to Jurong Green Park to clown about.






Then I left to church for rehearsal. I am on Cloud Nine! My GPA isn't so bad either. Aiya, as long as I'm satisfied.

Labels: Happy stuff, omgwtfbbq

Am I getting old or what. Does anyone know what water babies are?

How I spent my Monday, in summary:
















Lai's blog for detailszxzx.


Sometimes, staying in just wasting time surfing the net/reading a good novel/watching re-runs on tv can be fun too. It would be perfect if it'd rain today. I'm with a stuffy nose, green (eeew) phelgm in my throat and regular sneezing fits but I'm not complaining- at least my fringe's growing back. I didn't pick up your calls, cuz I don't know what to say/how to behave when I see you. But, you don't really care, do you?

Labels: Daily rubbish, Fun stuff