Monday 30 April 2007
Seoul Goodness.
The MAOs (with the exception of CC & Allie) went for dinner at Seoul Garden today. Poking fun at each other, laughing loudly as if no one else was around, doing crazy stuff like we used to... ♥ you girls so much!I've met all the MAOs 'cept for Allie. When will you be free Allie Wally? I miss you heaps! ):
School will commence at 9am daily for Year Ones at RP from today onwards.
I keep bumping into the cutie -grins-
Wonder how Jeffrey got to know him.
Sunday 29 April 2007
3am and wide-awake.
3.13 in the morning.
Huge downpour.
The trees dance; swaying to the rhythm of the rain.
How I wish it'd go on forever.
My body is weary, but my mind is wide-awake.
Rest your mind, rest your soul.
Saturday 28 April 2007
Shallw/
Current Song: I can tell by Saosin
Pardon my erratic behaviour/state. I've been really busy recently. School till 4pm daily, the crazy overcrowding after school, tutoring the kid from 7-9pm. The only break I get is when I hit the sack, but I've been dreaming way too much to get any decent sleep. My brain continues to work when my body is asleep. No, I'm fine. Just. Need. To. Get. Some. Time. Off. For. Myself.
Went to macs after tutoring the kid last night, supposedly, to learn Windows Visual Basic from Pat. All I did was people-watching, blogging, gossiping... and learn nothing in the end. Managed to write 421 words for my RJ. An amazing feat. for me. Haha! But it's nothing compared to Cheryl's thousand word(!!!) RJ.
Am going to Expo for service today. All the ex cell members are going back cuz... it's Mayce's birthday in 3 days' time! We're planning to spring her a surprise visit!
xoxo,
vic
Labels: creatures
Friday 27 April 2007
TGIF!
This is how crazy we are when we meet, and it'd never change. I already miss my babes!
This week passed by real quickly. Am beginning to like my class more. Just hope Wei Ping will blend in soon!
xoxo
Labels: :D
Thursday 26 April 2007
Don't wanna taint my life with your ugliness.
Do you have any inkling of what "She's too good for C" means? Oh wait, you said "she just too good for C". Poooooor pooooooooooor grammar you have.
It means I deserve waaaay more than a mere C. You pathetic creature. Wait for me to go offline then put the shoutout up again.
Please improve on your grammar before trying to criticize me. And, your critism isn't the least constructive. Thank you very much.
Hahahahahaahaah!
Good joke by the way (:
I can't wait to see Atiq and Fat today. I missed you girls tonnes!
Labels: your english SUCKS
Wednesday 25 April 2007
I didn't keep to my promise, then.
Guess I couldn't keep to my promise, I had to blog about him.
I was pissed just now, cuz my bloody facilitator graded me a C even though he commented that "Victoria, i was quite impressed with your understanding in the third meeting. I am sure you can get an A if you concentrate and work more."
Isn't it very contradicting? Then Chiew Kang Wei apparently saw it on MSN (but I didn't see him online cuz he blocked me or appeared offline, whatever) and put "You are too good for C" as his friendster shoutout.
Check it out at http://friendster.com/iamkangkang/ or http://friendster.com/4898051
Update: Oh, Mr. Cowardly removed the shoutout on friendster. Aw... But it's okay, fortunately I printed screen. Now no one can say I'm jumping to conclusions or seeing things.
All for the world to see now.
Isn't it obvious that it's directed to me? You forced me to do this, you goddamn fucker. This friendship is beyond salvage, and it's all your doing. You hear it! You're like some underhand bitch y'know? Wanna scold but don't dare to do in openly. Ooops, I mean some coward. Then you block me from viewing your blog. Sure, you're free to do whatever you want. I have no right to interfere. This only shows one thing: you're nothing but a pathetic coward.
Your daringness to confront people is just a sham.
I don't know what the fuck I did to make you so pissed with me and since you wouldn't say it, I'll just take that you're mentally ill. You know, all the problems lie with you. No one knows what's wrong, and no one will ever know if you continue to clam up.
And y'know what, I don't understand why you can get angry at the slightest thing. You enjoy attention so much? So much that when we don't give you your desired attention, you go all moody?
Just come, straight in my face.
Labels: chiew kang wei, pathetic coward you are
There you go again, jumping to conclusions. I'm here trying to solve the problem, but apparently, you think it's unnecessary.
"It's pointless to ask what happened anymore cos it's all started just because of miscommunication so that's no need to explain any further."
Great attitude, dude. And 'cuse me, no one joked about you. We found the miscommunication amusing, no one directed the jokes at you. If you think you're unlucky because of that incident, you are so wrong. I think this incident shows you how much everyone cares for you. But what?
Why didn't you voice out your opinion since you found it boring or suggest other stuff we can do?
Don't worry, I'll stay far, far away from you.
And I don't bark, I speak.
Learn to respect others if you want the same respect.
Now you know why you have so little friends?
You don't even know how to treasure your friendships, so I figured that I should stop bothering too. This will be the last post about you.
Goodbye.
"It's pointless to ask what happened anymore cos it's all started just because of miscommunication so that's no need to explain any further."
Great attitude, dude. And 'cuse me, no one joked about you. We found the miscommunication amusing, no one directed the jokes at you. If you think you're unlucky because of that incident, you are so wrong. I think this incident shows you how much everyone cares for you. But what?
Why didn't you voice out your opinion since you found it boring or suggest other stuff we can do?
Don't worry, I'll stay far, far away from you.
And I don't bark, I speak.
Learn to respect others if you want the same respect.
Now you know why you have so little friends?
You don't even know how to treasure your friendships, so I figured that I should stop bothering too. This will be the last post about you.
Goodbye.
Labels: sheesh
Tuesday 24 April 2007
W35M featuring...
Eugene, the si ah pek!
He always covers his nose because he thinks it's a sexy pose.
He even ties his hair, coconut style!
*picture too blur*
*picture too blur*
He loves the camera, but apparently, the camera hates him to the corexzxzxzxz.
Hahahaha!
Labels: Eugene, the rose among thorns.
To: Mr. mood-swings-faster-than-I-breathe
I don't know why you distanced yourself from us... rather, me. Are you too sensitive or am I too insensate? Everytime the gang hangs out, you have something to be unhappy about. It's tiring being your friend. You said you want us to find out what's wrong, but nobody else noticed what's wrong. So how can I find out? To think I actually believed that I was the super-duper-ultra-sensitive person around.
And I guess you don't know how insensitive you can be (ironic!) to others' feelings sometimes. Like the other time we had supper together, I was just telling you to brighten up and take it as a joke. What did you do huh? What was your attitude? What did I get for being kind? I'm sick of your self-centeredness. Everything is about you. Guess you never thought about anyone else's feelings. Don't say I'm being an a*s again. If you can blog about it, so can I. Don't say you weren't blogging about me. Don't give me all that nonsense.
I just wanna end this misunderstanding once and for all, if you would just tell us/me what's wrong and hear me out. Hope to hear from you soon.
Regards,
Victoria
I don't know why you distanced yourself from us... rather, me. Are you too sensitive or am I too insensate? Everytime the gang hangs out, you have something to be unhappy about. It's tiring being your friend. You said you want us to find out what's wrong, but nobody else noticed what's wrong. So how can I find out? To think I actually believed that I was the super-duper-ultra-sensitive person around.
And I guess you don't know how insensitive you can be (ironic!) to others' feelings sometimes. Like the other time we had supper together, I was just telling you to brighten up and take it as a joke. What did you do huh? What was your attitude? What did I get for being kind? I'm sick of your self-centeredness. Everything is about you. Guess you never thought about anyone else's feelings. Don't say I'm being an a*s again. If you can blog about it, so can I. Don't say you weren't blogging about me. Don't give me all that nonsense.
I just wanna end this misunderstanding once and for all, if you would just tell us/me what's wrong and hear me out. Hope to hear from you soon.
Regards,
Victoria
Labels: you-know-who
It's 8.14am right now, reached class around 7.48am cuz my dad sent me to school.
Shall update later.
Shall update later.
Labels: earlehhh.
Sunday 22 April 2007
Woohoo!
I finally got my first Junk Food tee! I am soooo happy.
*wide grin across my face*
Little Miss Contrary! :D
Gonna get more Junk Food and Mighty Fine tees. Yay!
Mom will definitely slaughter me.
Labels: junk food tees, little miss contrary
Friday 20 April 2007
School didn't turn out as bad
Why do mothers allow their sons to rebond their hair?
It's appalling to me. The way their fringe falls flat on their face, it's horrendous. Need I say more? Eeeeeeeeeew. Not talking about you, Moon!
Alright, school didn't turn out as bad as I thought. The class is warming up, not too bad...
And! I don't get all edgy when I have to present. Which is something good I s'pose. I kinda like school now. Kinda. Now, I dread the end of the semester cuz we have to be shuffled into different classes.
But, I feel a lil' sad cuz... there's like a wall between my classmates and I.
I miss 4-1! ):
Where I act be as crazy I want to.
Where I am friends with everyone.
Where all my beloved people are, with the exception of one.
I even miss Shankar!
Alright, enough lamenting...
I haven't been posting photos for quite some time, and my blog's getting boring.
Boohoohoo!
Nafisa's got tons of embarassing stuff for me to spill.
Rrrrright, Naffy?
Hahahahaha! She can be such a klutz sometimes.
Totally enjoy the train rides to and from school cuz I have 2 entertainers, Pat and Naf namely.
:D
Oh yes, I'm joining volleyball! I can't wait for Monday's training (even though it'd be slack).
Labels: guys with rebonded hair = fugly, mmhmm, W35M
Thursday 19 April 2007
Well, well, well...
Everything in class has been going rather smoothly, but I still dislike the discussions/presentations. The only perk is that time in school passes by very quickly, despite the 12345678...9 hours in school!
We're doing Computing and Mathematical Methods today. It's interesting, but tough. Sigh...
Oh, and I met up with Ben in school on Monday. He hasn't changed much, only slightly matured. He doesn't tease me anymore (which is a good thing, phew).
I'm done here!
xoxo,
Vic
Labels: uncategorized
Tuesday 17 April 2007
Holla!
I'm back (for a short while) cuz Napisang begged me to update. Haha! Rrrright, Naffy?
Aiya, in school now. Doing presentations and stuff really kills my brain cells.
Aight, update more when I'm done.
Wireless Connection sucks big time.
Saturday 14 April 2007
Hi. My name is Victoria.
I surf youtube everyday to kill time.
This is my virgin blog entry typed on my laptop. How awesome is that huh? Went to school to configure my laptop today, and I made another new friend, Samantha. She's from my class but we didn't speak previously.
Ah yes, there was this reeeeaaaaallly irritating guy sitting beside me during the configuration of my laptop. He gabs non-stop. Everyone was glaring at him, so... you get the drift. He's the equivalent of Zi Yi (in church). No. Much worse than Zi Yi, except that he doesn't scratch. Ooops.
Dad came to pick me up, and we went to High Rise for awhile, then home.
Supposed to meet Ariel for some retail therapy (and I needed to buy a pair of drainpipes -or skinny jeans, whatever you call it- urgently!), but she couldn't make it cuz she had to babysit her cousin. Darn.
The whole sky's covered by dark clouds- sign of an impending storm. Boooooooo..
Rain, rain, go away.
Come again another day.
Labels: we want retail therapy
Friday 13 April 2007
真係好笑!
So darn funny. Ana (our domestic helper) thought the old guy was my dad talking. Hahahah!
Anyway, I got my laptop already! :D
Labels: crazy antics, HK, 巴士阿叔
Thursday 12 April 2007
Linkin Park- What I've done
I'm so glad Linkin Park didn't disband. Totally love their new single, but it's still off-standard compared to their previous tracks. Guess Chester can no longer scream like he used to after his surgery, and why the heck is Shinoda singing nothing but "nanana" in the whole song?
Labels: LP, What I've done
Wednesday 11 April 2007
RP/Orientation/W35M
Orientation didn't turn out to be as bad as I thought. Meet many... say, interesting people.
Met up with Pat and Nafisa at Lakeside.
Reached Woodlands MRT, saw Jie Ying.
Bumped into Ying Ru on the way.
First breakout, saw Annie and talked a lil', then Jie Yin(CHC) at Food Haven.
Back to class, bumped into Alanmanda in the lift.
Second breakout, saw Debra, then Elson.
After the orientation ended, bumped into Adeline.
So glad to see all the familiar faces (:
5 guys out of the 23 people in my class. How pathetic!
What's worse is, all Year Ones will be spending this Semester doing nothing but discussions and presentations. Waitaminute, I think it's for the rest of the year. For this semester, school will start at 0830 and end at 1600 daily. Boo to that!
My class is generally shy, expect for two rather outspoken girls; Joen and Norin.
Yes, everyone in my class is in a different course.
Aiya, RP special mah! All Year Ones take same subjects.
In conclusion,
the programmes were dead-boring!
the people are interesting?
Oh, school was a total runway today, everyone was dressed in their best.
And I saw someone wearing the "Little Miss Sunshine" tee. Argh!
I'm getting my laptop on Friday.
Much lurve to Grandmama; she paid for it! :D
Labels: RP orientation
Monday 9 April 2007
The aftermath.
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I couldn't wake up in time for service @ JCC.
I was supposed to meet Calister at Lakeside 11am, but I was 30 minutes late.
Then on our journey to the East, we yakked non-stop about everything. She alighted at Bedok, I at Expo.
Waited for Melina and Mayce, then we went to the Easter Carnival. The carnival was disappointing. I expected more theme park rides, but... it was a food fair with kiddy castles, arcade games, pool tables, and more lame stuff like that. Rather disappointing. Felt so distant cuz everything in the cellgroup changed. Less familiar faces. I didn't know Elson was so close to E212. Haha!
Went to Hall 8 for service. I enjoyed Praise & Worship very much. But the drama is...
I didn't understand the part where they portrayed young Jesus having a nightmare? Jesus afraid of Satan? I don't think so. Jesus said he didn't know his destiny. How could He not know?
Gee. It's seriously warped.
After the service, we went back to the carnival. Mel, Hui ting & I walked around the hall. Saw Huay Bin with Jonathan. Stayed till 5 plus, then the three of us left.
Walked to ZY's house from Lakeside MRT, then went to S11. We found Guo Qiang sitting there alone. He's always punctual. The rest (Jabez, Jem, Marcus) arrived really late, especially Ariel The usual routine with Ariel, GQ and Jabez while the rest went home.
Gonna meet YanRong, Shi Han & Pat for BBQ stingray later.
:D
Labels: Easter
Friday 6 April 2007
TGIF!
Orientation's on 11th April, and I'm dreading it. I'm dreading the start of school. Dreading the process of making new friends, dreading the process of adapting to a whole new environment.
Ah, enough about that.
I didn't turn up for service this morning.
Thanks Sem for lending me the Erratic Album. Whee! I keep listening to "Shattered" over and over again. Concave Scream is awesome! But sadly, the file format is WMA so I can't upload it to IMEEM. My MP3 died on me again, the second time in less than 6 months of use. Gaaargh!
I'm gonna buy myself some JunkFood tees, an Ipod Nano (if this stupid MP3 dies on me one last time) and a pair of faded skinny jeans when my paycheck arrives. Not forgetting a new bag for school and new pumps! And a new NIV Bible. Hahahhahaha! Just thinking about retail therapy instantly lightens my mood. And I seriously doubt I have enough money to splurge on all these.
Jeremy says I'm a windbag. For instance, yesterday, he gave me a bite of his Limited Ed. Triple Chocolate Mars Bar. And I blogged a whole paragraph of how appetizing it was, until there was a blackout at home. ZzzZzzzZz
I didn't save the entry and I forgot what I typed. That's why you don't see it. -sheepish grin-
I'm not feeling very well. My ribcage will hurt when I breathe slightly harder than usual. My allergy is back too. Sigh..
I know I have to turn to You, but why can't I find the strength to?
Labels: Good Friday
Thursday 5 April 2007
The Last Supper
I have this obsession for leaves recently. Also changed the background to that of leaves being swept away by the wind. Just like how love sweeps you off your feet. Not that I'm in a relationship or anything...
So tis' how my day went:
Pick up the kids at Apple Land Montessori, Shuttle bus to CHC (J. West), Easter Celebration for kids, back to Apple Land, home. Very exhausting, I tell you. The 12 hours of sleep I had the previous night amounted to nothing when everything ended.
There's service at JCC tonight (to commemorate the Holy Communion) but I didn't go cuz I am way tired.
Before I forget, today's a special day because it's...
PATRICIA LIM BEI YUN'S 17th BIRTHDAY!
I'm so happy you're in RP with me! Enjoy your day, babe!
Sigh! I haven't taken photos with the kids cuz they haven't warmed up to me, or remember my name! My name's pretty long y'know: Vic-to-ria; 3 syallables leh!
I actually am bothered by that! Boohoohoo!
I haven't mentioned about JJ for ages. His fur has slightly grown back, no beard yet though. I miss his long beard. Eh... here's a photo of him (in the past) and he looks similiar to this.
Labels: 17, CHC, JJ, kids, leaves, Patricia, sexy
Wednesday 4 April 2007
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
Did I mention I got a job? Thanks to
Her company brings kids from childcare centres to private clubhouses for swimming lessons, and I'm a babysitter. Basically, I just bring the kids to the toilet, bathe them, help them change, ensure that they don't fall into the pool and drown... stuff like that. I love kids so I don't mind doing these and best thing is, my pay is rather high. Ka-ching! Weeheehee! Oh, the kids are reaaaallly adorable.
After work today, went back to JSS with Mayce to get my testimonial. Saw the volleyball girls, they were going to play against Ngee Ann for Nationals Semi-finals. Hope they won. Good news from CO! They obtained a silver for SYF! :D Am so happy for them!
Afterwhich I went home. Around 2.30pm, Dad and I went to fetch Mom from JCC. Reached RP and did all the necessary stuff. I was in a baaaaaad mood cuz the enrolment procedure is so confusing. Then we went to fetch Jeremy from somewhere near his school. There was a traffic jam along the way. The cause being, an accident between a SBS bus and a car. Which sadly, took someone's life away.
Ah, whatever. I'm getting off the comp. Jeremy's complaining and fuck, I haven't used it for today okay? Gah!
I'll let it pass cuz I'm getting my laptop soon.
Bwahahahaahahahah!
Labels: babysitter, enrolment, RP, work
Tuesday 3 April 2007
Woohoo!
I got into Republic Poly- Outdoor and Adventure Learning!
I'm so excited!
Praise the LORD! :D
Labels: yay
Monday 2 April 2007
Ill-fitting coats
Christian Fellowship FO camp: Fun, activities, Angel & Devil, talent time, a whole bunch of people on the waterbreaker, stars, sparklers, smoke, nearly got busted by the police, less than 4 hours of sleep, the Amazing Race next morning, Pasir Ris to Changi Airport to Suntec City to Millenia Walk and lastly, to St. Andrew's Cathedral Prayer Room C.
I can't say I thoroughly enjoyed the camp but I got to know a few interesting people. Heh!
Attended service at New Creation Church with my family yesterday morning. Pastor Prince wasn't around, so Pastor Lian took over. She's really witty and funny. We have the same surname, only different spelling. How cool is that? Lol. And the sermon was like specially tailored for my family.
Funny thing is, I've been to NCC a couple of times but I've never heard Pastor Prince preach before.
I had stomach cramps, so Dad sent me home first before they went for lunch.
I slept two hours straight.
Then Ariel came over to my house about 3pm, we played cards then went down to Corporation Park to jog, while Jem and Se Wei played basketball. Afterwhich, the four of us went back to my house for dinner. Ariel and I met Jabez and Kang Wei at Macs to use our laptops (I used my dad's).
:D
Sunday 1 April 2007
Sometimes I...
... feel so sick and tired of everything.
Am I skeptical or is everyone really fake?
Behind that beautiful facade lies your ugly truth.
Don't ask. And just get used to my rapid moodswings.
I've never shouted at anyone 'cept the most important people in my life. I'm sorry.
I'm fine. Just trying to adapt to my new life.
Changes, they're always around. Aren't they?
I won't blame God. I won't blame anyone.
This is something I need in order to change into a better person.
I want to, and I mustn't fail this time.
Accept reality and move on.
There isn't point in wondering why.
Cuz it'd only weigh your heart down.
I'm not emotional.
There's just too much for a 16 year-old like me to handle. Too much. Too complicated.
I want that same old relationship I had with Him, and once I have it... I'll never let go again.
Please bestow upon me strength to carry on.
I fear I may break. Like a thin thread under the pressure of the strong wind.
God bless you.
Labels: fall