I need to declutter my thoughts.
If only there was a "reverse" card.

Now I feel so much pain, as exposed as a raw wound. As though someone would come anytime and pour salt onto it or cut it deeper. I need to make sure I can handle a bad day myself, just in case anything crappy happens at least I know I can manage.

Sometimes I find myself breathing so hard as if there were no oxygen. I need to locate my faith. I feel so messed-up. Every now and then, I choose to be silent because I'm thinking of the possible ways I could have done things instead. Yet I make things worser than it originally was.

Labels: Serious Ramblings