Why do I feel so shiteous? Is it just me or everybody? I miss W35M, where I can be so comfortable with everyone, where I can go zonkers and laugh until my guts retch. I think I understand how Marly felt. Ping, I'm feeling the same way you do right now! Just so you know, you're not alone. Thanks to Lai, Joanne and WZ, I could act normally after school. The usual fooling around and laughing at random people on the streets (no ill intentions though). "Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, under my ..." Hahahaha! I love you guys.

And now, I don't wanna have anymore feuds/enemies. Enough of them. I wanna be happy, love and be loved. I reckon I'd enough of sadness. I'd like it to go away forever. Please, go away and never come back. Sometimes I don't feel like myself, I didn't remember being so pessimistic. I remember once ago, a long long time ago, I loved people, I loved life, I loved the sun, the rain, the moon, the stars. It's not the same anymore. I'm feeling so down but I can't bring myself to weep and it's choking me. I feel tears wanting to spill, but they don't. They hide behind, somewhere deep within. Sometimes I feel like I've been slapped in the face.

I need someone to talk to before I lose it. I get affected too easily. Most of the time, when I look angry/pissed/serious with my brows furrowed, I'm actually upset. So don't get me wrong, because you don't know me.

Labels: Serious Ramblings