Listen to the last song on my playlist.
It hits home; on what I'm feeling, that is.

Anberlin is an awesome band.

Sometimes I wonder why I bother about others' feelings when they don't give two flying fucks about mine. I am not indulging in self-pity.

Everything I do and say, I get criticised for it.
I've gotta learn to be self-reliant. No more agreeing to everything. No more intimidations. All I ask for is a bit of strength, wisdom and liberation. I don't go out alone, I can never go to school alone, I can never shop alone, I can never dine alone. To me, being lonely and alone are the same thing. People however, say they are two separate matters.

Cecilia, I'm beginning to agree with you. Certain incidents happen to make you see.
I guess they're more of proximity acquaintances then friends. Not friends that will stick with you no matter what.

I miss you girls terribly - Hui Yu, Cecilia, Shi Han, Patricia, Yan Rong and Allie.
I miss 4-1.
I miss Mrs. J Ng.
I miss Mr. Dimus Choong.
I miss "Uncle Kelly".

Growing up is not at all a fun process.
Oh, how I hate being nolstagic and weepy and gloomy!


On another note, JJ has had his fur groomed today. He's looking mighty handsome.

Out of the 5 days of school, I only attended 3.

As usual, Rebecca Chin was a total fuckhead.
"Then minues left!" Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! * infinity

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