... feel so sick and tired of everything.
Am I skeptical or is everyone really fake?
Behind that beautiful facade lies your ugly truth.
Don't ask. And just get used to my rapid moodswings.
I've never shouted at anyone 'cept the most important people in my life. I'm sorry.
I'm fine. Just trying to adapt to my new life.
Changes, they're always around. Aren't they?

I won't blame God. I won't blame anyone.
This is something I need in order to change into a better person.
I want to, and I mustn't fail this time.

Accept reality and move on.
There isn't point in wondering why.
Cuz it'd only weigh your heart down.
I'm not emotional.
There's just too much for a 16 year-old like me to handle. Too much. Too complicated.

I want that same old relationship I had with Him, and once I have it... I'll never let go again.
Please bestow upon me strength to carry on.
I fear I may break. Like a thin thread under the pressure of the strong wind.



God bless you.

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